So close...yet so far...

Where everything you want...
where everything you need...
will always stay right beside..
Yet how you feel, its million miles away...

And you go a million miles...how far did you get??
To the place you cant remember, yet cant forget..
only to know what you think you want..
is not there, was never there before.

Little do you know..what "the other" feel
how much do you care?? how far you can get..
that close you become...seems a million miles away....
its still right beside..right beside...

Valentine…wher r u??

February 16th, 2007

this is one of my old blog...

Well well well….the so called ‘D’ just passed by… yeah for all of you guys reading this blog u knw whats valentine’s day is all about…may not be the right information but atleast you know its special… for many of us its jus another day… and to a quite a few of us its the ‘D’ day… the day u toss a coin and look for only one answer…well probability is always both sides….the most stupidest thing of all is a few ppl think that is the end of life…

well… Is it?? Is it really the end of life…i am sure everyone might have felt like killing yourself at least once…atleast once….u feel like u jus cant live with rejection…dissapointment…negligence…and without your love of your life….

i am sure most of us will have some kind of relevence with those words above… think again… . . .

But how many have realised that this is not the end of the world.. nor the end of the fucking day man…u still have a loong way ahead… well these are those words from your close ones when you do something so stupid…i am not one of them….am i?? so i aint going to tell you any of such things…

so what does he want?? i knw thats the question…. well.. i want to tell all of you guys that… enjoi life its full of different feelings…those whcih u want to express but never did nor will do in future…those feeling which u want to hide but never could nor can… feelings and pain in the heart which made it so damn heavy that u jus went to a corner and cried and feelings which you thought over and over and felt happy and light…feelings which u smiled all alone and never told anyone whats its all about…feelings u jus blushed and dropped a tear from ur eye..precious moments never comes again…whether in the company of friends or family or your only (many times only) love…or your Nth girlfriend or boyfried…or your gay or lesbian….where ever you are…in the park…in college…at home…at gym..at work..on bed..watching tv…or any damn corner of earth…enjoi every moment of your life….

coming to the one and only love…i wld say its the one who accepts you as you are… what ever you are…a dumb asshole or a romeo or an bookworm or the great architect of the year…one has to accept as you are…u dont have to change for someone cos u cant…remember the first one…”somethings can’t change” …so what ever you are…even if you are a load of bull shit…one who accpet you as the same..is the one and only love…. and beleive me…its not easy…because you jus cant accept who you are for yourself…so someone else accepting it is not easy buddy….remember its also the same way form your end…u got to accept who the other person…..

hope you all enoied your valentines day…with ur right love or your Nth GF or BF… and for all those who had spend times all alone…try and try until you fail…those who have failed and were dejected… well… look for your new valentine…

gud luck guys… may you all have fun everynight…i knw mornigs r kinda busy…

Imagine…

February 3rd, 2007

This ia also an old back...

Imagine..just be alone and imagine…Imagine that u r away from all the things u do it every day…all ur routine work..all ur busy days..away from all of these for a few days..or hours..just stay for ur self…

how many of us really live for our own happiness…say …none in fact..i jus cant get anyone i knw..who says i dont care a damn abt anyone…but imagine u really dont care about anyone around you..jus be silent and try not to do all those things u would normally do…out of normality…

Yeah hows it?? did u imagine..can u change it..i dont think so..well i knw no one can change it…thats where i am taking you to the title …. Somethings in this world can’t change….

yeah its true..they jus can’t change..the way u dress normally…well i am a guy.. i didn’t see a girl dressing…so wont talk abt it….what one does every day he will do it the same way…first put on his undies..then a shirt and then the trousers etc..or any other way..but if u ask him to put his shirt on first and he is not used to it..he is messing it up…can’t do it..cos u r used to one way..

Imagine ur on top of ur world..the most happiest person on earth… u got everything u want..u wish a big flat in middle of the biggest city…and u have a Lexus or rolls royce.. and u wish for all u wnat to eat…icecreams..all kinds of food..u wish u have a girl or guy and jus does what ever u want him or her to do… u wish it..u get i t…and in a fraction of second u wish u were never born…jus imagine….u dont exist..frustated???

so r u back in to this world….kewl…now imagine that the world is not urs and u r moving out into the exterior.. space…u meet some alien and it shows u that u r one of them… and u dont belong to this earth..imagine…

keep imgining things and u live happily..for ever after… u wish ur girlfried was never there..jus imagine she is not here… u want to sleep with someothers wife/husband…jus imagine that u did and feel happy abt it.. there are many thing each of us want to do..wished that it happens to you every time u think…wants to change this damn world…cos its all full of fucked up ppl and the rotten system..wish u change it?? go back to the title…so imagine it changed…and all the things are there perfect and pictured as u wished it was…u r happy..r’nt u….so this is why i am always happy..cos i do care a lot and imagine that i did help everyone in every way…i jus imagine i am the head of the world and order Mr.Bush to fuck himself..and imagine he does it…and imagine laloo yadav ride on his buffalo all around the world…jus live in the imaginary world….

i am an IE…actuaclly its Industrial Engineering…but i call it Imaginary engineering…cos everything i study..we have so many imaginations…and assusmptions….

any ways…keep looking here..i have got a way to dump my thoughts…

NB:>this is my first blog so may be bad..but jus imagine its the best one…u feel better??