Tuesday, November 25, 2008

A hero for your life....

After a long time, I do have some time and my mood is right to write :-)
I thought to write of some general topics, but got bored of reading them a lot, some technical ones.. no waaaayyyy...

Every person sees someone and thinks why can't I be like him/her. I am going to use 'him' for a generic purpose here on, just for convince. So, I used think about some hero in a movie and think why can't I be like him. Or some epics I used to listen from my grandma; It did not make sense before but moving on in life it does make sense now. Let me explain, I did want my self to be like many people, Hero, artists, characters, players, famous people, and even politicians. Some were inspirational and some were just for the kind of power they have, and a few because I used to think I could do a better job than they did or were doing.

But one person just sticks to you and never leaves your mind. You always think about him and think what good he did and think what he could do better. Try to follow him and try to act like him and even sometimes try thinking like him. That person, in my view is the HERO of your life. He can actually do many things that many of your 'wannabe' persons do individually. He just does not show off much about them. You learn him in and out and try to focus on things he could not learn himself and you try to learn. It is a fierce competition to outcast HIM your HERO, to overtake him in always. It is a constant fight. You sometimes feel that You lost the race because he is a HERO and you are just a man. But you never give up, you keep fighting. You try to see him at least once everyday and try taking to him (his picture, or himself).

But you know you have your ego, that always prevents you to do what he would have done in a particular situation. You think 'what would he do?', but you would try something different, thinking that it yields better results. Sometimes you win, and sometimes you don't, but the most weird and awkward thing is that you never see HIM, 'your hero' ,win over you. Even if he wins he wont celebrate, because YOU celebrate when he wins.

Did you ever think why, not because he is your Hero, but because of YOU..You are YOUR Hero...
I believe it. Yes we are our hero, A hero for our life...

A hero who can change you is inside you. My friend rightly said "The mighty rules!! Why not become one and change rules?" The insider is there somewhere wanting to change, to help you become mighty. I wish I can change and win over my hero, wining over myself is the biggest challenge I face.